My Evil Secret Book

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 20:55:44 GMT

ok...my neck hurts like a bitch. It is really so sore and hurts so much, that its really hard just to bloody hold it up.and you know...i think i write in this thing just to rant. cuz sometimes i dont have nebody else to tell. and its sometimes important, but its like nobody really takes it importantly, and i can say this because i can safely say that really nobody is going to read this. thats what i think neways.
Well....wrestling is almost over, a little less then a month left, and nobody knows how glad i am. i just want the season to be over so i can go home everyday after school and pig out on cookies while watching jepordy.thats a great show. watch it sometime. and, once forensics gets kicked off, ill see more of katie, bcuz both of our schools are at a lot of the same meets. but im going to miss the first one that we have together bcuz of my last wrestling meet.stupid things, they last all day and i only have 3 matches. ahh, well, after that all i have left really is one more week of practice. sweet. but thats in about 3 weeks, so i have to wait a while. well, i get to talk to kitty tonight, where trying to set something up the weekend before my exams. she has them a week before me. and they best way for me to prepare for the exams is to relax, and i thought...whats the best way to relax? and the answer i came up with is having a nice relaxing, movie-filled evening with kitty, neko, and aaron. so, hopefully she and everybody else will be able to do it. and then i can be nice and relaxed for my exams.
I could really use a back rub right now.yeah...definitly.
but i cant get one cuz neko's at the library and my luv kitty is all the bloody way in brookfield. stupid brookfield.
well, i better get sometin to eat before practice, and imma gonna try to get out of wrestlin' if my neck hurts enough, but i doubt it.and so, i bid you goodday!

its been sooooo long....the subject seems familiar....

Wed, 19 Nov 2003 20:55:09 GMT

yeah, well now that im in wrestling again, im staying after school and doing stuff. i should do my hw, but ill do it when im home...that is why its called homework...yeah...neways, i REALLY dont want to go to wreslting cuz i got like 22 minutes of runnin, maybe some sprints, then about and hour and a half of varsity wreslting. and varsity wrestling is a total and utter BITCH!....dont ask why...well, you can ask why if you want to...i just felt like saying that.yeah.^^ Neways, im off to check some websites...and stuff...calling kitty tonight, again, cuz i didnt talk to her for like a whole week. OH YEAH! GUESS WHAT! i get to go to turnabout wit her in less then 3 weeks!! SWEEEEEEET!!! yeah, we were talking last night and she was saying that if she didnt get to see me until christmas break she was going to kill someone. so, i get to be wit her, even though all of her friends and her mofo brother will be there. 'eh a very small price to pay if i get to be with kitty for that night. ^^ so, im really looking forward to that and kitty, im brining that special secret gift that neko got for youuuu...heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee..........thats a lot of hee's. C YA!

funy, fun fun

Wed, 06 Aug 2003 04:25:08 GMT

well, ive been having a bunch of fun lately. ever since i met neko at the mall, ive been hanging out with her a lot more lately. oh, and the whole mike thingy...well...i wont go into details, and im not telling you anything about it either...soooo :-P ha ha. so me and her are getting along really well, and im in a super good mood right now cuz i finally saw kittys new haircut and booooy, do i like it. shes even sexier then before... even though i cant tell how she couldve gotten sexier cuz shes already the sexiest woman in the entire universe. :-D well, im just trying to get into a habit of updating my journal more often so, c ya.

its been forever

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 04:08:28 GMT

well, after two months of being off the computer, im on again. hell, i dont even know if anybody but kitty even reads this. i mean, me and mac....i havent even talked to her since the last day of school . and i havent seen asheley update for a while, but ive been off for 2 months so i really have know idea. and neko rarely is able to get online, check her mail, or do anything of the sort online.
Ok speaking of neko...theres some complications. for those who know of my relationship with her, you'll understand. for those who dont...i dont give a shit right now, and im not explaining it. well...ive seen her three times this entire summer. four times tomorrow. but, the second time i saw her, she told me that she kinda felt like breaking up. so i would just be with kitty. that...that just blew my mind. i had know idea why she would do that cuz it would hurt me just as much if i broke up with kitty. she was really my best friend during my first year at nicolet and we became extremely close....so neways...i see her again today. i meet her at the mall with justin and asheley. just as i was leaving, she tells me that tomorrow i have to ask her about what happened at mike's farewell party. but she didnt tell me any details at all cuz i had to get home or else i wouldve been in deep shit. and also at the mall, shes friendly, like arm around shoulder and stuff...but she kinda wasnt the same. its hard to describe. so now, i have this mike thing running through my head at top speed annalyzing everything. like...she wanted to break up with me, something happened at mikes party...did mike ask her out or something...or...like she cheated on me with mike or something...i dont know...i really dont care...i mean, if she really wants to break up, fine...then i guess we will...ill take it hard but ill have to deal with it and all i will want to know is why she wanted to.and i dont want to loose her as a friend. i wont let her go. even if were just friends.i just want to know right now. thats how i am. if i feel like drinking a cherry coke at 1 am in the morning while playing diablo, sometimes ill go out and get it...(mostly not, lol) and if theres a piece of info. thats nagging at my brain, i want to find it out and either make sure that im right about that info. or find out what that info is...like...what neko is gonna tell me tomorrow...i just feel really depressed about it.
Well im seeing her tomorrow with ian and maybe justin and asheley. when we get there ill probably tell her to invite andy...but whatever. i miss my love...my loves...but maybe itll only be my love pretty soon...i dont know...

Sun, 08 Jun 2003 16:18:49 GMT

man, im tired. yesterday i went to the Highland games with Ian, Casey and Matt. i had a blast, seeing all these drunk scotsmen carrying around these gigantic swords that could easily cut someones head off in one swing, hehehehe, we met claire there and she just added to the fun. you know, i actually dont think thats shes a bitch, cuz shes really not. sometimes she is, when she wants to force her opinion on you or something, but any other time, shes just fun to be around and stuff...so yeah.so, i was looking at some swords, i was going to buy one, but decided not to, and wait till next year.oh yeah, i have got to get a kilt, everyone remind me that ive got to ask for a kilt for my birthday.hehehe, i wont be like time and get an old table cloth and put it on hehehe. he is soooo whipped.hehehe.so yeah. then i went to Ians house and steve and andrew came over. and we started to watch the Animatrix.so we watched this one part in it where it actually showed you the war between the humans and the machines and how it happened and stuff...it...it was just...just so gruesome... it it affected me a lot. for ne body who hasnt had really deep convos with me, you really wouldnt understand how much i can feel and take in. and...and how my mind works is that it takes something, and it keeps on recycling it through my head, everything, i do that with everything. and the part of the Animatrix i saw kept on going through my head. and...and i just kinda brkoe down, when my dad picked me up from Ians at 8:30, we went home and i started to tell him about the movie. we sat in the car till about 10 just talking about everything that was going through my head and i still wanted to ask questions...its...its hard to explain...and im to lazy to type it up and stuff...its..yeah...difficult....

Sun, 01 Jun 2003 01:41:46 GMT

yeah yeah, its been a while but ive been busy!!! so give me a break. at least its hasnt been as long as nekos. mac is great, more importantly, mac is god. but ive been reading all of her updates with her bold words and misuse of adverbs, her updates are quite hilarious. hehehehe.
Well, i wasnt able to get to katies, or else id be there now being drilled by her mom and brother with questions like "are you doing drugs" and "have you ever had sex" and all this other junk, but kittys mum decided that she was going to be a bitch and wasnt letting me come over so i dont get to see kitty for about another month*smiles sarcastically* hooray for me. and neko has been distant these last couple days and shit...and yeah...i just want to relax and get the school year over with. and spend all my time with kit but i cant bcuz her parents are total bitches and all i can do at my god forsaken house of mine is go on the computer and give my sisters a hard time, which gets pretty old, pretty fast. c ya

tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock.........

Tue, 27 May 2003 22:26:16 GMT

well, im sure you all want me to get rid of my results of my anime cock test so ill make a short entry, plus asheley will probably be on my ass pretty soon to update it.
Well, i talked with Katie yesterday, but we were only able to talk for a short period of time. I asked her about this Saturday, and if her parents were OK with it. her mom said that bcuz her dad isnt here, that they'll probably not do it bcuz her dad wants to meet me at the same time i meet Katies mother...sooooo, yeah, that sucks...but i must do it this saturday, i havent seen kitty in a month and a half, and if i dont see her this saturday itll probably be another month before i get to see her again bcuz right after school gets out shes going somewhere, i forgot where though...and i cant do it ne othertime before the end of school bcuz im not open and katie idnt open ne other time...this sucks...i miss her soooooooooo much, and i love her sooooooo much....*sigh*well..ill get going before i start to depress all of ya...

Sat, 24 May 2003 21:48:55 GMT

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Grandparents....good??or evil??

Sat, 24 May 2003 21:09:39 GMT

well, my grandma and grandpa came up for the weekend today. we were in such a huge rush to get the house cleaned up, and since there here, i cant go ne where with my friends till they leave.steve is having a party this very minute and im not there because my grandparents are over....damn...i havent seen katie in over a month, but hopefully next week ill get over to her house so her parents can ask these really difficult questions and stuff. hehe. i miss her and love her dearly. just like i love neko dearly to. *sigh*well, ashley wanted me to update my journal. hey, at least i write something in it ashely!!!you and "blah blah blah blah is the shit" is like nothing!!!!*sticks tongue at her*hehehehe, i love you to ashely!!!!:-D

Tue, 20 May 2003 19:43:12 GMT

ok, so im at school, im supposed to do a french project but im too damn lazy to do it. claire and petra are here. i walk in and i say "claire! petra!"in a high, squeky voice. claire just looks at me and gives this total look of disgust and is like saying "what the hell is he doing here".....what a total bitch. at least im nice and actually say hi to her in the halls, but....you know what...maybe ill stop that now, bcuz she is a total bitch. i cant see how ne body could stand her, bcuz shes a controlling asshole, who doenst care about other ppl, and just uses them to get what she wants. she thinks shes cool, and all this shit, but shes not. i hate her. i miss katie.*sigh*this sucks. im bored out of my mind, i should really do my french project. so i guess i should start that so i can do as much as i can. c ya.

i like the word blah......

Sun, 18 May 2003 04:10:09 GMT

wow, i really fucked up my lj. my journal looks all green and foresty(i dont know if thats a adjective...so dont ask)but my friends page....my friends page is just screwed up.blah....i got a haircut today. no more curls. actually, there are, but it now isnt some big giant fro ne more. its shaped into this nice, clean cut shape. damn keyboard. my spacebar is like half broken thanks to my sisters constantly smashing it down time after time, again and a again and a again.:-P...well...ill just have neko fix it up.
theres bad news and theres good news...wanna have the bad news first??fine be that way, i just about spent the entire day cutting grass, i wake up at 10 this morning, my dad opens ups the shades to my window, and says that i have a haircut in a half a hour. i was like...no way...you just did not make a hair appointment for me at 10:30 in the bloody morning.arg....
now the good news. i talked to katie yesterday, and it seems that were now making it a tradition to talk on fridays now, bcuz we dont have ne other times to really talk and were trying now to find a time to get together so her parents can finally meet me. and i saw Matrix 2 last night and saw mike and lynn there, and that was just about the coolest movie i have ever seen in my entire life. it...it..it doesnt even have words to describe it. it was so awesome. and the last scene is were neo is in a coma, the neburcanezzur is destroyed by sentinels, the only person left living from zion before the machines destroy it is really a disguised agent smith, and there is about...only 10 human being left on the entrie planet of earth. and do you know what it says??its say "to be concluded"i was like...holy mother and jahosafphte. that was fucking amazing. good god almighty has blessed me with being able to see this amazing movie.now...what was my other news??oh yeah, from mowing the lawn now, i just about earned 100 bucks, in one day, it is probably the most i have ever earned ever. well...excluding birthdays....with is actually in about a month. hehehe. ill be 16. im going to be starting drivers ed this summer to. im tired. i miss katie. i luv her. i miss neko. shes now getting spoiled by her grandparents.sigh...well, im off to look at either some porn or play video games. doesnt really matter to me. hehehehe.oh, and mac, i just loved the nasty, disgusting wart on your foot that finally popped. i just loved it. *goes to a bucket and throws up* c ya

blah..........

Thu, 15 May 2003 23:50:37 GMT

YAY!!!!!!!!!KATIE FINALLY FOUND ME!!!YAYAYAYA!!!!!!ok, now we need to get together. well, i went to the mall today, had some chinese, went home, had some more chinese, for dinner, then went on here to update my LJ. interesting day dont ya think??well, i need to cut the grass, before my dad yells at me again. one more thing. i miss kitty. c ya laterz.

my second entry.....

Mon, 12 May 2003 19:46:05 GMT

well, this is my second entry on my live journal. my second one in a little less then a week. we finally got the earthlink up and running, but its still kinda fucked up. im tired....im bored....and i just want school to end. i miss katie, and i dont get to see her till her parents "get to know me better" that means i have to go to there house, sit at a table with her family and listen to them drill me with questions about me. personal and non personal. ugh...but it doesnt bother me. if thats what i have to do to be with katie, then thats what i have to do.
Yesterday was mothers day. and boy was it a great day. my dad pulled some leg muscles and he could barely walk, so my mum took him to the hospital, everythings alright with him now, but they were gone almost the entire day. from about 11 o'clock in the morning till about 5 in the afternoon. so it was really just another Sunday to me. except the presents my mum got. well got to go. asheley was bugging me about updating it because she finally found my username, so, i had to to this. im not complaining, because i like this. its...its just different thats all. i havent gotten used to it. signing off.....

blah......

Wed, 07 May 2003 20:12:12 GMT

well...this is my first journal entry. its been a while since ive even been able to get online....well, my dad took the power cord 'cuz me and my sisters have been spending to mich time on the computer he says. so, when he finally plugged it back in, it turns out aol finally cancelled our membership. so i cant talk to ne of my friends, or relatives. most importantly, Katie, my girlfriend. i miss her sooooooo much. kit, if your reading this, i wanna do something saturday. but the only way i can really talk to you is through this, or phone. yeah...i think you know my phone. i miss you soooo much. love ya kit. well, im at school, wanna check friends lj, bbyes journal!!!!